Omen

Not on the tape, but a gem from the stash. Afraid of Heights. Halloween. 

Outta Space produced by Omen

lyrics 

Verse 1

From the day that I was born

Mama told me I was special

and all this time, I been tryna see

what she saw

cuz’ my life feel like a see-saw

When you truly being you,

then you so isolated

this catch 22 of freedom

thought that I could shake it

I’d deflate it

thought that maybe I would break it

but I really never made it

and some parts of been taken by time

So I started holding back, always holding back

always knowing that, if I fully expressed who I am

then they’d never get it, so I hid it

behind smiles, and behind silence

behind quiet shyness

Tolerated tyrants 

and I tolerated violence

This mountain that I’m climbing

is a hike to self confinement 

They steady judging me

Only if I stopped caring

life would be more fair then

I could be more daring

I could be more free

I could be more me

My eyes could see the same things 

that yours see

Chorus

And I swear, since my days begun

All this time I’m an alien

Got no idea what place I’m from

Is the world out of space?

And I swear, since my days begun

All this time I’m an alien

Got no idea what place i’m from

Is the world out of space?

Verse 2

I had trust issues

lust issues

too particular

plus fickle

no tears for years

my hands never touch tissues

That was rear

now its clear

I am crushed triple

wit’ a debunk mental

no longer feeling Debo’

cuz now songs is emo

She left me now I’m feeling like

nobody left to cling on

My faith be saying keep on

My brain be saying she gone

I tell that singing man that I seen on the corner

sing on

Cuz now I’m thinking, and my heart 

been beating should’ve could’ve would be

messed up on the only one

that ever understood me

Is it just a blessing underdeveloped?

Questions turn into guesses

My guess is now an obsession for clarity

Scarily I move through pain

bout the size of a stadium

She ain’t no faith in him

So now i’m just an alien

No more space in her world

I spend the rest of my life

chasing this girl

Chorus

And I swear, since my days begun

All this time I’m an alien

Got no idea what place I’m from

Is the world out of space?

And I swear, since my days begun

All this time I’m an alien

Got no idea what place i’m from

Is the world out of space?

Is the world outer space for me?

Is the world outer space for me?

Is the world out of space for me?

Is the world out of space for me?

Is the world out of space for me?

Is it just out of space for me?

I think the world’s out of space for me

I think its just outer space

You can call me a nerd

You can call me a geek

You can call me a lame

You can call me a freak

But, please don’t call me an alien (2x)

Verse 3

Thinking back upon my life

I never trust a soul

Don’t get me wrong

I trusted some

But never trust em’ whole

And so its parts of me this world

has never seen unfold

But those that never trust a soul

Don’t even trust they own

See I was negligent to skeletons

in closets that was festering

ruined some relationships

and all of that was evidence

That I was in the wrong

that side of me has gone

Because of those experiences

finally I’ve grown

Like an alien

Don’t wanna live like an alien

Don’t wanna live like an alien

Don’t wanna live like an alien (2x)

My mama think I’m crazy

I tell her hey well maybe

But y’all couldn’t pay me

to be anything else 

My mama think I’m crazy

I tell her hey well maybe

But y’all couldn’t pay me

to be anyone else 

My boys think i’m crazy

I tell em’ hey well maybe

But y’all couldn’t pay me

to be anything else (2x)

Download: Omen - Outta Space